Earlier in one of the thread, I mentioned about doing in public with a FL who drive.
She is a local chinese girl, 20plus, small size, petite, tanned.. know her for 4 years plus already. have met her numerous times. she did not want let me know abt her private life, want join her facebook, she dun wan. since is her preference ok then nevermind lor.. me too also wont wan her know my private life too. all the times we met are inside hotel room, except for a few times doing at her hse.
in these 4 yrs.. beside normal deal which include bj and fk.. she actually allow me to hv a kind of "special" deal with her.

which I think normally girls, esp local girls, wont wan do such deal. the special deal is not raw, is not shoot inside, is not anal, is not swallow. so wad is it? hmm think not to disclose first at this moment..
Out of curiosity, I ever asked her did she also do this special deal with other guy. She say no, I am the only one. Of course, I wont know she say truth or not. Then I asked her then why she willing do such deal for me, she replied "comfort and feel can trust u".
Suddenly, a question arise in my mind. And thought of whether wan us her tis question. The question in my mind which I thought of asking her is "
do u ever like me before?".
Till now I did not know ask this question, I scare the answer is YES, then become kind of maybe going to a level of above "customer n FL" relationship. bcos I just still wan maintain only the "customer and FL" relationship. Also me n her think is impossible to develop into a kind of special relationship as the age gap is big, I 40 plus and she 20 plus..almost 20 yrs of age gap.
but out of curiosity, I thought of wan to know wad is in her answer to this question. Am I contradicting myself?

should I ask her this question? Or will bro here ask this qns to a FL?