[desmondquek]

Hi,

It's been almost two months after my first visit to an fl. The guilt is still overwhelming, a transgression of the soul comparable to that of a murderer's ineradicable sin. What if my future gf judge me? Going to university soon.. will it hinder my ability to socialise, etc.

Boss' advice would be: like a virgin solider on the frontlines, just kill more enemies, after a while one will get used to it.

And the more hoots you give about girls, the chances of you getting them are lower.

There's also the higher philosophical view that this world of samsara is absolutely wretched, and lovers that reproduce to perpetuate this divine comedy of existence once more are the traitors who prevent the end of the unprofitable business called life in general..

HPV takes around 8 months to show up.. there's no test for it (males at least). but there's the assurance that most cases heal within 2 years.

Just want to vent out. Apologise in advance.