Well, bro barlim21, do you feel that she is different from the rest of your other affairs? Lotsa comparisons in your summary. I guess one very important factor causing your feelings for her is that you were practically with her everyday. A player usually does that, cos you would want to emulsify your influence into her life as much as possible within the shortest span of time. But it works both ways. If you are not stable enough, she'll get into your life and it becomes hard to tear her out.
Put it this way, once you start the KC process, at least one side is destined to get hurt. If you are lucky, she's the one down. If you aren't, you're the one down. If both unlucky, both also down. No future what. I think in your case, she'll be up and going in no time bro. So, its time for you to do so as well.
