[jimokt]

Well,

Today's a little down and in for a little story telling. If you are the impatient type, probably you should jump to the next thread. If you think i am a newbie, go ahead and think.

This forum, Matters of the Heart, well its meant i guess for bros to talk about matters of the heart. But how many of us are truthful? Alot of us in life wants to find a good friend, a good listener to talk to.. yet hoping he/she will keep it a secret.. but normally it won't happen.. Human love to spread words around and you can't stop them.. So sometimes the trust and friendship is broken..

I read alot of bro's thread and i wants to share with bros out there that had yet to happened to them would never happen to them.. and that is...

3years ago, i was a happy man. Have a house/car/wife/kid... Addict to gambling leads me to be moody and down everyday thinking how to clear debts and stuff. Credit cards advaced and loans till almost 100k. Debts are everywhere. Friends have debts to you and just tell you 'bro, this mth bo bian. Help me tong k?' What can u do? Nothing right.. Just suck it up and being scolded by your creditors..

Didn't want my wife to worry as she was preg back then..so kept it from her everything.. (Biggest Mistake).. well debts chalked up (who to blame? I'm the one keep betting and gambling..) started to get emotional and drinks.. when drinks are in, sex kicks in.. Started to chiong Ktvs, pick up bars and stuff.. well got involved in a vietnam gal. Well for a first timer to chiong, everything is great. The gal is sexy (dancer), can do great BBBJ, sex is great.. adventurous.. (xiao chong nao.. forgetting all these are her jobs..) and she says I love u.. well i do believe coz i hide fom her i had a wife.. but paper can't cover fire.. so she found out, tried to kill herself.. managed to stop and she went back vietnam. So i went on.. get involved in a philippines gal.

Philippines gal.. of course good.. language is not a problem.. viet gal communication pro.. well my pinay is really chio. Can sastify all fantasy.. 69, vibrator, everything.. took pills even so that sex can be bare.. (well all these while my wife still with me..) And things got ecpensive of course.. when her social pass is up, went back and every month ask for money.. i am already in so much debt yet try every month do some money to send over.. child was born and alot of money issues.. got stressed again so chiong even more.. went to dong men in lavender.. china gals

Simple intro.. china gal 20yo.. got hook on me even sex want without cd say if have child have child la.. i dun even care if u are married.. well, at that time this gal i fooling ard only so didn;t fuck her. But makes me wary of china gals..

*Big blow* Then came one day.. last year.. wife found out abt the pinay. Plus all the debts i had.. there's no turning back.. Last week just got the final confirmation letter of my divorce.. Look at it, think back.. sold the house, lost my wife and kid.. missing my boy since Jan. (I really really missed him so much guys.. even now tears rolling but who to blamed?) Every week i do missed him so much.. i am useless but who to blamed? Myself.

Bros out there.. Dun get involved in working gals if you already have a family. Just pay, f, and forget. You dunno who is real to you.. i know some gals who can go all out to cheat your money.. Just pay, have fun, fool around and forget abt it..

Chi, He, Piao, Du.. Never get involved in Du. If you are in it already, turn back and stop. Its never easy but u have to stop.

Chi- how much can u eat? Everyday eat good food also won't makes u poor
He- how much can u drink? Everyday drink u also cannot take it
Piao- How much can u f? Everyday F u also sian and gets tired
Du- How much can u gamble? There's No Limit. Bookies keep encouraging u to go deeper thats why..

All these i said are truth that happens on me.. Life is dramatic.. i am still clearing my debts. I counted at least 5 more years. Hope i can pressed on..